Rivka Clifton

Bodies

The car was on fire. A shadow twirled. Bodies spilled out of it and onto the snow. In the night, a shadow stirred. A flame shook like a hummingbird’s heart. I shrank. My shadow hung. I touched myself. A shadow gripped a throat. A writhing. I exhaled smoke like a shadow. In my own body far away, a pulsing bass consumed itself.

The bodies dragged across the snow the long lines of their escape. My hands floated away from my body; my legs floated away from my body; my guts stayed put in my ribs. A shadow pulled apart jaws and shoved its hand in.

I used my cell phone. Inside my lungs, a shitty ghost. Everywhere the sound of ruffling feathers. The burning car was far away; a shadow stretched over my face. Slowly, the dark, a glinting fish, a bird’s ruffled neck.

How It Feels

The car was on fire
A shadow twirled

Bodies spilled out
A shadow stirred

In the night the flames
Myself a shadow stretched

Over my face I shrunk
Like a hummingbird’s heart

My shadow hung
In my own body far away

The bodies dragged
I touched myself

My hands floated away
My guts stayed put

I used my cell phone
A shadow gripped a throat

Everywhere the sound of ruffling
A shadow pulled apart jaws

Shoved its hand in
The sound of ruffling

I exhaled smoke
Like a shadow

Inside my lungs
A pulsing bass consumed

The shitty ghost of
The burning car

B Rivka Clifton (she/her) is the transfemme author of Muzzle (JackLeg Press) as well as the chapbooks MOT and Agape (from Osmanthus Press). She has work in: Pleiades, Guernica, Black Warrior Review, Colorado Review, and other magazines.